Friday, June 19, 2009

life is just like waves

its been ages i had never update my blog here...kinda busy due to my brilliant SOT scheduling for my course..-.- i could barely grasp some air for myself...but at least now i m free..XD ever since i saw my 2nd year diploma course timetable, i knew that this sem i m in hell...its just like a drastic drop from a place which so high...and i fell so pain..=.= OMG! this sem i got some great lecturer and some granny grade lecturer aka na mo po..haha...can talk for nonsense for quite some time only start class...XD...

lately i was quite tired due to the stupid timetable..thanks to that, i need 2 wake up at 8 almost every morning...and back home at late evening...=.=when i reach home, is already 7 at nite..-.- argh!! gonna freak out!! subjects for this sem were tough...no that moderate level anymore...gosh!

lately,i observed people around me...some were like weather-unpredictable, some were like geek,some like to show off and act cute, some kiasu(s), some religious freak that keep on drag you to church o some so called "temple"...oh man! give me a break! be like weather is not mean that not good...but look around man...there are so many great things around! just opoen up your eyes big enough to look around! being sad brings nothing and eventually won't gain you anything...the only thing you ll get is either you ll be damn depressed or you ll feel this world is like rejecting you...come on! get a life! sitting down there and depressed all the time is no use...no problem can solve without action...if the problem could be solve like that...i think everyone will be just sit down there and wait for the solution..then Newton's 3rd Law means nothing anymore. Action and reaction thats what i wanted to mention here...

well for those kiasu(s) and religious freak, i m so sick of those attitude...kiasu(s) eventually kiasu in every aspect...in studies, entertainment n other stuff...argh!! just so sick of these kind of people! so kiasu for what? in a competition, if there is a winner there will be tons loser...and winner aint always stay at their throne... loser aint always stay at the bottom...someday after putting effort and training, you ll improve...fear to be losers? to me...i m have no fear to be a loser...be a loser i can know where are my weaknesses...if always stay on top, do u know where your weaknesses at? if 1 day you fell off from your throne, you go 2 suicide just because you are not the winner anymore? just plain stupidity if they chosen to end their life...

those who like to show off and act cute, i really hate it...there got timing to show off and act cute..please! dont do it all the time...it makes people going to vomit dude! when a leader which dont act like a leader but act like a hero; when a leader who cant differentiate what's important and what's not; when a leader who cant differentiate what's official matter and private matter, they dont deserve to be leader...i will just simply ask them to get their ass out of it! dont ever claim that you are a leader which will bring great changes to the society when you are just a plain childish fella..

as far as my concern, i had never seen any buddhist which will call other people to go to some so called "temple" to worship...if people wanted to worship, they got their own legs to travel to the temple they wish to go...no use to keep on telling others to join in your "temple". i m a buddhist as well...but i dont ever did that to others because i knew that not all people have the same thinking of mine...the more you ask people to join you, the more i feel that it is not the way of a buddhist behave..it is no difference with those ajaran sesat...i m so sick of these kind of people..but i know that christian will definitely ask you to go church...i can accept that..but please...dont ever tried to drag me in if i ignore once already...you ask me again, you ll get a surprise..=)

humans are just like waves...some were high up and some were at the lowest bottom...some were at the middle of nowhere...just be what you are and just be happy and look forward la...there are so much good things ahead..dont fear to be a loser...kiasu wont gain you anything...be a religious freak is not a sin...but please dont ever annoy other ppl la....ppl will sick of your action and everything you did...just dont be so radical...and for the childish 1..i got ntg to say lah...stay whatever and wherever you are...

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