Thursday, September 4, 2008

stuck in the middle of nowhere

today, i took my 1st exam paper in college - physics..is kinda hard but somehow i still manage to finish it in time..argh..just skip this..lol..exam over ald no need to recall it...lol...what ever that was done, ald done..no turning back..when i sitting for my exam, there were heavy rain outside the exam hall..and i start thinking that i ll be totally wet like a duckling after i get to my car..=.=..as expected..i am all wet when i get into my car..haiz..who as me nvr bring umbrella la??lol..

as usual, when there was heavy rain, traffic jam!! i finish my exam bout 4pm and i leave college at 430..and i reached back home at 6..wow..what a hard time in car..get all wet and yet have 2 drive home with my eye almost close..haha..after pouring rain for awhile feel sleepy..but somehow i have to back to home...

when i was in my car with my mp3 player playing songs, my mind was at somewhere else.. and luckily there were traffic jam all the way i get home..if not i ll be in hospital right now..haha..about my mind was at somewhere else..i m not really sure what m i thinking at that time..perhaps it is more like my mind was all blank..=.=..all of a sudden felt very very lost..no motivation, no inspiration, no intention and no anything in me..

i wonder what makes me felt like that..but my aim to success is clearly vision and i m determined to do so..but when come to my own life, i m so lost and confused..i have no idea what i want, what i have done..the reason for me to feel like that is still unknown..haiz..

feel like i m moving on but i found out i m actually stuck in the middle of nowhere..i m really lost my sense of direction in my social life..

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