people in our life

after i had done my jaw surgery last wednesday, i am having some thoughts to share over here..i was hospitalize for 7 days..those days were really hard for me as i couldnt eat, drink, walk, o talk..i was on the bed..everything were done by nurses and sometimes when my family came to visit me, they ll do it for me..i realise that, in our life, we really cannot live without family and friends...

when i was still in ward, there is an uncle opposite my bed..he always talk 2 me..so that i dont felt boring over the day...he is a nice guy...so i m here to said that friends is really important in our life to communicate with..without them, our life will be very dull...

here is a little story about 3 friends...

there were 3 brothers who always played together since they met each other...so one day, one of them was like disappeared for quite some times..when he came back, he put a bad name on one of his brothers because of something minor...soon the remaining 2 of them were sad and disappointed on what he had done...he couldnt trust his own brothers where he used to played with and grow up along..he rather chose someone that he knew a few month o mayb just a year to trust..what about his childhood brothers??which he'd knew them better and they knew him deep enough...the 2 of his brothers helped him out alot but in the end he turned back on them...

well, the moral of this story is don't put a bad name your own friend that know every single detail on you..the friend that really care about you isn't easy to find..a true friend is hard to find...do you wish to put an end on the friendship that you used years and years to built up because of a broken relationship with your girlfriend??think about it!

they help you out so much when you are deep down in ur sadness...they worked so hard to pull you out from the dark, why don't you just cant see it?? these people in our life is called the real life angel...they safe you from the dark, guide you when you are lost, cheer you when you are sad...this kind of friend is really hard to find when come out to community one day...appreciate them before they say goodbye to you...

i believe that when we are deep in trouble there are just two person will not leave us...first and foremost, our parents..second, our real life angel- true friends....these are the people will work hard to get us stand on our own feet again!! keep that in mind..

if you insist to stay deep down and ignore everything, then you'll lost everything in your life...so make your own choice...

青苔吉他

歌曲：青苔 歌手：Ｊａｍｅｓ
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爱剩 墙角那一块

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渴望被理睬　低等的姿态

Ａｍ　　　　　　Ｇ
只为了等待　而存在

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我不算太坏　却被拒在门外

Ｆ　　　　　　　 G
潮湿的地带　你让我离不开

C Am
爱你的青苔　花怎么开

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没资格覆盖　你的心海

Em Em F
活在阴霾　我又不是祸害

F C Am F
只不过是深深　爱着你的人

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等你　来爱

my dental surgery experience

hey there...after 7 days staying at hospital sg buloh, i finally get my dental surgery done..first of all, i will explain why i m going to do such surgery and the experiences i went trough these 7 tough days..
not to forget, i need to thank the dentists and surgeon that done my surgery:-
Dr Kok(surgeon),
Dr Kasmah(surgeon) ,
Dr Melissa(dentist),
Dr Maslina(dentist) and
one more pretty malay lady dentist( sorry that i don't know her name)

first of all, u all might ask me why i go to make myself suffer to do the dental surgery right? where actually i decided to do such surgery because it was suggested by my orthodontic (braces) dentist..he said that my lower jaw bone wasn't grow to side way but way down..so after i did my braces, my teeth all were aligned..but now there was a really obvious changes that was my lower jaw is longer than my upper jaw..and i having tough time to bite the food that are kinda elastic, and when i talked also cant pronounce properly..this was because i have a gap about 5mm when both upper and lower jaw bite together..and the other factor that drives me to do this surgery because my dad had paid so much to get me done my teeth, so i just wanted it to be complete so that it will be not wasted...so my dentist referred me to sg buloh government hospital...

my surgery was actually scheduled to be done on this april but due to some emergency cases, i had been delayed until today..so i was admitted to ward on 14Oct08, and discharged on today 20Oct08..my surgery was scheduled on 15Oct08 at 1130 am..i went down to the operation theater at that particular time..and i have a really cool and chilling sleep in the theater for about 1 hour, then only pushed me into the operation room for surgery...i was shivering when i first pushed into the waiting area...the air cond was so cold and i just have their operation clothes and a blanket..><"

during operation, i couldn't tell much as i had been given general anaesthetic..i was unconscious and totally don't know what happening from 1pm until 930 pm...after that period, i regained my consciousness, i felt like vomiting ,numbness at my lower jaw, muscle around my lower cheek and my lips..when i regained a bit of consciousness, i knew that i was given oxygen supply, checking BP, body temperature and beeping sound from machine that was about my heartbeat..

when i woke up, i was unable to wake up, i felt that i was too heavy to move around..then my family came, they showed me the picture after my surgery..wow..it was totally a different person compared to the one before surgery..my face was swelled..just like a pig head...haha...they have a drainage tube and sodium chloride for me...=.= the removing of drainage tube was really a horrible experience...terrible pain..>< i don't wish to recall it...so after surgery i cant eat, i cant talk i, cant drink..=.=..suffering..

until second day, they got me removed the drainage tube...>< then i was sent to dental department to fix my jaw muscle position that they had planned..another awful experience as well..even i felt numb, but i still felt slight pain around my mouth when they put elastic ring around my braces to fix my jaw muscle position..after putting that ring, i couldn't talk as it was really tight..after putting that, i manage to move my lips and able to drink some water with a small spoon...then my dripping sodium chloride was removed..ahhhh~~ much better...but when come to injecting the painkiller and antibiotic, really horrible..especially the painkiller..it gives more pain to my right arm where a hollow tube was poked into my vein..soon after 3 times injecting painkiller, i refused to take anymore as i will be dizzy after injecting that..

3rd day i was much better, and i started to drink more water, milo and the soya milk that they provided to me..and i m also able to walk around the ward and talk slowly..but when i saw other patient having rice in their mouth, i totally collapse...lol...i only could watch they eat but i just can drink fluid...T.T...i have been taking fluid until last nite when my parents visited me again..they brought me porridge..XD..yeah!! that's what i am been looking forward to eat..lol...even it was just plain porridge with some salty taste, it was really a great meal to me..i felt so filled up for the first time after i admitted to ward..lol..

and now i m discharged from ward, i could have my porridge now..i m so glad..soon i m looking forward for some chicken cream soup..lol...

PS: this blog will not provide you any image of my surgery..XD

PC repairing service

hey guys!

Me and my brother are going to start a PC repairing service. If you have any problems in your pc or operating system corrupted, don't hesitate to find us! We will provide you the best service to you =) The charges are cheap compare to the other PC repairing centre.

you can contact us through MSN or through email..

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a new semester begins.=)

after 2 weeks of holiday, i m once again back 2 college to begin my new semester..1st of all, this time my schedule were much more flexible and free..obviously i m damn happy and i really appreciated it..cause the last semester time table were really killing me..haha..so i was really glad to see my new time table..XD

today i have my 1st class for my new semester..basically nothing much to be taught..just one thing, my previous math lecturer(Mr.Chan) were changed..=( he was really a great lecturer..this time i got a young man(Mr.Ng) as my lecturer..good looking but boring class..-.-..makes me feel like going to sleep...argh..compare to my previous lecturer, he was really an old ginger..=D all his lecture classes were well prepared and organized..but this time i felt that my new lecturer kinda messed up..even without lecture notes, Mr Chan could conduct his lecture class well...but as this time, Mr Ng couldn't do that...his explanation is something like teleporting..=.=..it means that not really constant...sigh..i hope that Mr Chan was still my lecturer...

well...hopefully this semester i could do well..=)