the night is so alone

the night is so alone, he realize now that why he love the night so much.
in the night, everyone are in their slumber land.
the night is silent.
many things are running in his mind.
he thinks back the things he done before.

every single moment,
every single mistake,
every single stupidity act he had done,
every single sin he committed,
he feels like breaking down.
yet, he cant do so.
he worried if he really broke down one day,
how is he going to walk the road when the sun rises?
he keep for himself.
where no one could ever get to know.

when the night become more silent,
he slowly realized that,
he actually done nothing but bring sorrow to the one he loved.
he is a fool.
the biggest fool in the world.

he just hope that he could be a better man when the sun rises.