interesting conversation

this incident happen on 16 sept around 940pm..i went in to another to find the answer book...there he started the conversation..

*TC indicates my boss
JK is me

TC : haiya...feel sad la..those form 5 students is leaving ald n going to university...
JK : why feel sad?should be proud ma...they all can go to U wo...
TC : they all followed me many years ald le..c they grow up and then go in U...
JK : then ma should feel proud la...haha..no need sad ma...at least that proved u successfully bring them up wat...

*i wonder y feel sad..==" totally have no idea on what he is thinking....

JK : hmmm...how about the woon bin(another teacher which is younger) doing? is entered U ald??
TC : him ah??not yet lah...still waiting for the SPM july paper result...i worried the result will release late..i scared he will missed the intake...
JK : eh?got intake at this time meh?
TC : yea...got intake..september intake ma...
JK : ooo..okay...so which college is he going in??

* here comes the sacarstic part..=.="

TC : college?hahaha...i am a bit greedy la..i want them to enter university..at least it sounds better...

*well..i think if u can really study, no matter where also the same la...=.=" colleges and university almost studying the same thing..=="

JK : ooo...haha...then which U you planning to send them?
TC : at 1st i tot of UTAR...but UTAR not really that good...
JK : oo..actually TARC also ok ma...the fees still considerable ma...
TC : u dun be angry ah...not to talk bad bout TARC la...TARC is a bad college rite??alot of bad students 1 rite?
JK : erm...yea...there are alots of bad students...but still depends ma...cannot say all are bad 1...

* damn! really an anti-TARC bastard...=.=" i m TARCian as well la...m i bad??think before you talk dude...as far as i know TARC is quite a good college wei..only those students who always fool around, nvr take serious in studies, copy-cats and those lala ppl spoil the reputation only ma...

TC : UTAR n TARC ah...produce quality students so what??when apply job that time when they see your cert is from either UTAR o TARC ah...sure damn low the pay...nah..like my cert from OUM is different...

JK : ooo...ok..(=.="choose to not 2 argue wif him...somehow somewhat, he is my boss...let him boost)

TC : u see ah...UTAR n TARC cert are not recognised by the gov. u know??like my OUM (open university malaysia..my gosh.. :S) is recognise by the gov 1...so har, when u apply for job hor, also easier...
JK : yea..thats true...get recognised is easier 1 ma...

TC : so got quality so what??haha...u c like me..haha...
JK : ahahaha...(jerk..=.=")

* as if i dunno what kind of place is OUM..=.= really lousy to be frank....only those who really damn weak are suitable to go in...

TC : actually right, OUM lecturer suck u noe...when puasa ah...they said they feel sleepy n they end the classs...somemore hor assignment u got submit n he said everyone will get A...he really do so...
JK : wa...like that oso can ah??
TC : we all got online discussion 1 ma...u go in 10 times then got marks ald...
JK : ooo...then how much is the fees??
TC : 10k only..
JK : 10k??straight up to degree level ah??
TC : if u wan degree then have to do another 1.5 years lo...actually OUM is good...like u all graduated ald ah..surely owe ptptn money ma...OUM different...u can work and study as well..
JK : ooo...yea...but i personally thinks that study n doing part time is not really good for our studies la...like engineering course surely die 1...haha...
TC : actually i encourage my students go for business admin....
JK : oooo...then ok la...

then i left and drive home...damn...the way he talk is totally one sided thinking man...well..whatever la...i mind my own business then ok ald...haha...

the night is so alone

the night is so alone, he realize now that why he love the night so much.
in the night, everyone are in their slumber land.
the night is silent.
many things are running in his mind.
he thinks back the things he done before.

every single moment,
every single mistake,
every single stupidity act he had done,
every single sin he committed,
he feels like breaking down.
yet, he cant do so.
he worried if he really broke down one day,
how is he going to walk the road when the sun rises?
he keep for himself.
where no one could ever get to know.

when the night become more silent,
he slowly realized that,
he actually done nothing but bring sorrow to the one he loved.
he is a fool.
the biggest fool in the world.

he just hope that he could be a better man when the sun rises.

when tears fall from a guy

when he is hurt,
he will still smile and stand up,
tell the one he love everything is all right;

when he is under pressure,
he will still bare with it,
go through those hard time, with a smile;

no tears will fall, no one will have to worry;

when tears fall from him,
this means,
the one he dear,
the one he appreciate,
the one that he truly love,
had left them;

but,
he chose to cried alone in the night.